Sunday, August 8, 2010

Rediscovery. Journal Time.

July 30th, 2010

Big, fat, puffy clouds slowly pass over head. The sun is blazing outside. It's hotter than a metaphorical Hades. It's a good day. I've not quite been glued to this couch. I went inside a college. I'm going to take a class. I don't know what I'm taking quite yet. But I would like to take a music course. I'm also planning on arranging some bass lessons in about a week. Life feels quite excellent. I've been postponing all of my goals for so long I almost forgot how to have one. I've rediscovered my heart in the past few weeks, as I'm sure some of you see. I just feel good. I've settled into my alone time rather well, and for once, I'm enjoying it. I'm looking forward to getting an apartment and car soon. I'm almost there. Just a paycheck or two more. I'm excited for so much of the future. I've been like this before. But this time there is a marked difference. I'm doing this for me. I'm not doing it for a girl. I'm not doing it for my friends. I'm not doing it for my family. It's a rather large difference. I'm getting stuff done. I'm enjoying myself. Just sitting around, playing my bass, singing all kinds of random songs. Quite a few I can't reach the pitch for. :D Oh well, I'll get there. Life is filled with music, yet oddly quiet. No lady friends equals lots of peace and quiet. Though I wouldn't mind one to spice up the place. Well, I'm rambling. Have a lovely day, ladies and gentlemen.

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